Levels of Conscious thought in different personality types. A Personal Theory. It's pretty deep. Part 1 of 3: Normal.

Okay.

Let's get crazy.

I'm going to talk to you about :

1. Normal State

2. Bekky State (Anxiety, Depression) 

3. Graham State (Narcissistic Personality disorder)

Warning: This might bake your noodle.

PART ONE: NORMAL?

This is what I imagine a mind looks like when it is free of any "mental illness".

Because nobody just has happy fun brain all the time, I have included :

• Daily life. Functioning. Existing. 

(waking up, breathing, eating, checking facebook)

• Normal Stress 

(job, mortgage, wondering if you're a cool kid, did I remember to take the bins out)

• Annoying stuff 

(stepping in puddles, really high phone bills, when your favourite shoes break, finding out you're not one of the cool kids, shit, I forgot to put the bins out)

• Childhood Trauma of some description 

(Because everybody had something weird in their childhood.)

This childhood trauma has not surfaced into conscious thought & so does not affect day to day life.

Anything deeper than this is not accessed. It doesn't need to be.

Life is normal.

Part Two-Bekky State.

Level of anxiety & depression.

Shit gets deep.